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Seeking Forgiveness and Coping with Existential Fears: A Personal Reflection


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Thank you, my worst fear is dying and leaving my daughter i have attempted as a teen obvious no success. that subject is not even upto discuss. your right i hope the God is forgiving considering the #. the forgiveness of self is the problem.  what hurts is I (i) planned it sorta of alone ( i know when i ovulateb/c my daughter was planned. I mentioned to him i was in ovulat and i dont think he believed i knew what i was talking about.w/o his ok i planned in a sense alone.( and partied ) simutaneously. so i was torn w/ ahealthy child and financial burden w/ no support for the go ahead.
any way i dont want to go on this is where im trapping myself in the depression
LOL thanks again
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-----Question-----
"I am a 36 1/2 year old mother of a six year old daughter.
Ive had 3 abortions before my daughter 1 ayear after her birth. and the
hardest of them all feb 24. 14 1/2 weeks.
i would like to know the hidden truths/ long term ramifictions if you
please. i HAVE NOT been able to recover thus far in need of some mental
ease."

-----Answer-----
I don't want to offend, but I must say...if you are thinking of hurting yourself or anyone else, please do not do that.

Please call a hotline for some immediate help...things are never that bad...

If you're not in immediate crisis, PLEASE email me if you just need to talk. I check my email about every 10 minutes.

Remember, God loves you!

"Everybody hurts."
- Lyrics from a song by rock group R.E.M."

Suicide Hotline 1-800-784-2433
(non-emergency) Post Abortion Help Hotline 1-800-395-4357

Answer
Hello L,
I just wanted to follow up and see how you are doing. I hope you are well.
Let me know if you need to talk or anything. My email is Mthompson6887@nycap.rr.com
God bless.
Michelle