She’s disabled… Yet, she’s a writer… An adventurer… An epitome
of strong hope… A great person far better than any other normal
human beings…
Many disabled people might think that with their situation, it’s
absolutely the end of the world. As if, there’ll be no sunshine
in this dark part of their lives. But then, I’ve known Carla.
She’s someone who exudes hope and strength for every person
who’s in the same situation as with her. I am really enchanted
when I’ve learned about the many good things that she’s done
despite her condition. Truly remarkable, right?
According to the article “Carla’s Memorial” by Chris Clarke
which was posted at www.faultline.org last February 8, 2005, a
remarkable cross section of Berkeley gathered beneath a gingko
tree Saturday morning to mourn the death of Carla-Helen Toth and
celebrate her remarkable life. On the campus, the Campanile
bells rung, a third of those present in wheelchairs. Her mother,
relatives, friends and co-workers were all present in the
ceremony to spend that time – even for the last time – with
Carla.
For your information, Carla had suffered from cerebral palsy
throughout her life, the result of birth injuries. She was
killed on February 1, 2005 at 2:45 a.m. by a freight train that
struck her after she stopped her wheelchair on the Southern
Pacific Railroad tracks on Bancroft Way. Her mother was really
very depressed about what happened. She knows that Carla still
has many big plans for the future.
What keeps my astonishment going is the thought that Carla has
really tried to live her life as if she is normal. Imagine her
jet skiing. That’s really cool! And, to use her knowledge and
dedication for the things that she loves to do reflect how she
wants to be remembered – I must say, she’s someone who has no
inhibitions and limitations.
This story is an eye-opener to people who have lost their
self-esteem and perseverance due to their disability or
sickness. They must all realize how beautiful the world is and
that they will always have a special place in this world. They
definitely have much to offer in this world if they will only be
given the chance. After all, there are basically many
Carla-Helen Toth’s who are waiting to be recognized and
appreciated.
Carla-Helen Toth’s death is certainly a big loss to her family,
her friends, her co-workers, and to the people – esp. the
disabled ones – who look up to her for her greatness, brilliance
and vitality. Her memories will definitely be remembered and
cherished forever.